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School is over, exams are in the next 2 weeks, yet I didn't get any sleep at all last night! I was talking to this guy from school last night, and his question kept me up the whole night. >___< 'Are you sure you want to give up on your program?' I didn't answer his question. I should've asked the same question back. I assume he was having doubts about his program (Immunization specialist-__-), because he was questioning me about psychology. I don't know why, I felt that I had no rights telling him, because I'm a horrible student. XD There's a good chance, he will be taking introductory psychology this Summer, and I felt even more stupid when I said if he needed any help, he can always ask me . I crack myself up. -_-+

I was a bit touched, talking to him and this girl (who took stats w/ me in the Fall term). As you can probably tell, I don't refer to them as friends. There are only 2-3 girls whom I can comfortably call as friends. Everybody else, are labelled as either 'HS classmates' or 'guy/girl from school'. lol I talked to Anita a day or 2 ago, and her words were just amazing. She's such a sweet girl!!! But, I realize I have a problem. I fear developing social relationships, because I don't want to get hurt. Therefore, I constantly try to protect myself. That actually makes sense, from past experience. I hate when I feel disappointed and have anger toward a person. I just want to remain neutral. Like I said, Anita is a sweet girl! She offered to share her Full House dvds (she's a k-drama addict too!), show me around her ghetto apartment lol, and made me a Valentine's card. :p I don't know, I just didn't feel comfortable about hearing that (except receiving the card), so I ignored her offer. -.- I don't know, I don't feel I should get too close to someone. Anyway, when we were msning... I think she could tell that I am a bit worried about the future. So, she started listing all these great jobs that I could do w/ an East Asian degree. ^^ As for Trevor, I was a bit surprised when he said I'd make a great counsellor! =D That was the exact same thing Bonnie said. :p It turns out that he've seen many counsellors & psychiatrist in the past. NO, he's NOT messed up! lol My mom thinks I should see a psychiatrist, but I'm always denying it to her. I've thought about it, but it would just be awkward telling your problems to a complete stranger. Anyway, back to last night's convo... I just felt bad for ignoring all his questions. =/ He asked a lot of personal questions, so I just ignore it/pretended not to see. I know he's just trying to help....Okay, I think I'm just plain rude and love to ignore ppl! LOL

This school yr, I've met ppl so randomly. Many ppl say "I still remember how we first met!" or "I don't normally feel this comfortable talking w/ someone I first met". Awww... haha I think the most random would got to be w/ Trevor (online) or w/ Yuna (cafetaria). When I wrote online, I meant from tusbe website. I sold my anthro book to him, and kept contact. ^^ With Yuna, she saw my Korean & statistics book on the table, and started talking. It was so cool, because not only was she a psychology specialist, but we had stats after our meal in the cafetaria and was in the same LIN203 class. She's really good w/ maintaining contact, by always calling me and leaving text msgs. I feel horrible, b/c
I don't do it... so I don't know what's going on w/ her these days. But, I know she'll take Japanese II this fall....maybe I'll take it too. I thought the way I met Anita was cute. lol In stats, there was some technical difficulty... that went for an hr, so we started chatting. At the end of the lecture, we bought a hot dog from a hot dog vendor, and split it in half! :]

Sometimes, I think talking to ppl from school are more understanding. They're so mature. :]


I just notice how my entries are always kind of depressing. 0___0 I'm either dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. I have to focus on the present, like Karen stated. Exams are in the next 2 weeks (except Korean). As much as I want to study early, I can't. I can only work well under pressure... 2-3 days in advance. haha...

Ahhh... I need a hula hoop!

I want a name change, but I don't want to create a new account. >.<

I've been learning to cook lately.

My first attempt in udon:

I was too dumb to loosen up the udon. I don't know why, but I just threw the udon in the wok, expecting it to loosen by it self. The wok got incredibly sticky. -___-; Ingredients: a tablespoon of vegetable oil, chopped celery, carrots, green onions, sesame seeds & a hint of salt. The udon doesn't look that great, but it tasted good! ^^

A week later, my 2nd attempt (today):

I was a bit smarter to this time. :p Ingredients: 2 tablespoons of sesame oil, 2 tablespoons of sesame oil & a tad of salt. It would have tasted better, if I added vegetables.

I also had miso soup to accompany my udon:


My pictures look so crappy. Next time (yes, there will be A next time :]), I'm going to take pictures of food by the window. =D I'm considering to take sushi lessons at George Brown next month. I have to contemplate hard b/w the sushi course & the Japanese cuisine course. I'm planning to pay for the lessons, because I've been spending my parents money frequently. Also, I LOVE Chinese pastries. Chinatown bakeries has improved a lot. There are so much variety now! =*) I think Chinatown has changed a lot. It doesn't appear that ghetto and dirty as it has been in the past. There are still times I get disgusted, when I see ppl spitting on the ground. -__- I'm at Spadina Chinatown a couple times of week doing grocery shopping, buying Japanese snacks & snooping around bakeries! ^^*

I selected my courses for the Summer. >.< EAS120Y Japanese, EAS226H Chinese Literature & EAS233H China's Performing Arts. No psychology courses for me. I hope I made the right decision staying at U of T. Ever since the middle of the 2nd academic term, I've been having doubts. Getting a bachelor degree is somewhat useless, unless you're in management, nursing or social work. I still don't know what I'm heading to. I keep changing majors (usually b/w psych, anthro & e. asian). I've been skipping lectures, I don't study.... I just want to enjoy my life. I hope I have no regrets taking summer school. I'm in the East Asian Specialist program, doing a psychology minor on the side. There are so many changes during 2nd yr for everyone. A girl I know will be transferring to UTSC for neuroscience, a guy will be taking a yr off from school & my friend will be going to college for flight attendant program. I've thought about being flight attendant occasionally. Being in the East Asian Studies program permits me to take asian language courses. In my spare time, I would like to learn Italian and pick up on French again, bcI would LOVE to go to Italy and France! I'm also trying to improve my Cantonese, speaking as much as possible. Maybe that's why I go to Chinatown so frequent? LOL Everyone at Chinatown always mistake me for speaking Mandarin when I don't. The sales ppl/workers always approach me and speak Mandarin & speak Cantonese to everyone else. -.- Anyway, One thing for sure, I need a job that allows me to travel in the future. <3 I'm just worried, that once I graduate from university... I won't become anything. At this moment, I don't know what to do...but I just want to make some improvements as a human being. I felt as if I wasted time as soon as I graduated from high school. To make up for lost time, I've been fooling around with makeup, cooking when no one's home ^^ & going to the gym. I'll be taking yoga lessons next month too. :] As for my friend who will be going to college, she's working hard on her looks. She's been getting beauty marks removed, practice w/ smiling, buying cosmetics, etc...

I passed my road test for highway yesterday (Tuesday). :*] My road test was scheduled for 10:20am, but it didn't start till 20-25 minutes after. -.- It turned out that another person had their road test booked the same time as me. =/ I was so anxious, waiting in the car. I was afraid that I really didn't book the test online. During the wait, Joanna made me felt nervous. Everytime a car returned to the the centre, she'll point out which 'fay lo' lol. Coming back to the centre within a short period of time, an individual who fail to check blind spot while leaving the centre (there was a car behind & moving), etc... T___T The examiner I had, I'm sure it was him that passed me 2 yrs ago for G2 (2nd time). It's because Joanna said he is the only one with white hair. lol Throughout the test, the examiner constantly told me to not be nervous. I thought it was funny when he exclaimed "c'mon jenny, you're driving like a G1". LOL I was slow, making my exit out of the centre. I was more worried than nervous.-___- I was hoping that I wouldn't have to do back in parking, because that's my weakness. Guess what? I had to do back in parking, when I returned to the centre (because there weren't a single damn car in the residential area). -_____- I felt so lucky to have gotten b/w the 2 yellow lines. ^^; Joanna was actually terrified when she saw I had to do back in parking! lol Most of the lessons I had with her concentrated on back in parking, bc I can't get all the info into the big head of mine. Bonnie said I was lucky to pass, bc I told her that Joanna said the examiner is 'hom sup' aka pervert. 0______0 I did actually gave her that look, and Joanna's reply: He said I'm saving the best for last! I think he was flirty, but not 'hum sup'. I shall list some examples lol:
Joanna: I'm going back to HK next week.
Examiner: That's good, May. Are you going alone?
J: Ohhhh yeah, by myself
E: Well, I'm going too. We don't want any jealous husband around.
The both of them had a small discussion before my test began. He kept calling her 'May'. lol
Also, when he passed me, he congratulated me & said I should take him out for dinner. I didn't know whether to ^^; or 0___0. He also told Joanna that I was cute, while I was still in the car. I felt even more uncomfortable. While Joanna drove me back to the station, she was still talking about him. lol Saying that he's goodlooking for his age, and that he was probably way very handsome when he was younger. I don't think her husband might be great looking. lol That day, I woke up early... and went to Shoppers to buy a bag of candy for Joanna. ^^ She is really cool! I'm glad I got to meet her, gotta thank my cousins! <3

okay, sure!
My long ass entry got deleted on msnspace! #$@%*
I dislike people who takes advantage of me. I'm certain (despite the lack of proof), this girl in my Korean class photocopied my material for today's Oral test. This is the 3rd or 4th time, throughout the year, she's been asking for my notes. Truthfully, she didn't miss much within the pass 2-3 weeks, while she've been skipping. But, wouldn't you be suspicious if someone asks you to wait in the hallway while she goes photocopying? Her excuse: 'can you look after my bags?' This took place AFTER my oral test was over (I'm in cluster A 3:10-4:00), while she was in cluster B (after 4:00), waiting for her turn to be called. wtf... I wanted to go home! Again, why would I be suspicious? she was UNPREPARED. My classmates were all waiting out in the hallway, with a piece of paper of some sort, with questions, topics... rehearsing and waiting to be called. She came empty handed. In fact, she just showed up bc she knows marks would be easily awarded that way. I don't want to bother talking to people in school, they all have something else in their mind -_____-

好開心因為我的奶奶非常喜歡我送她 'fun' 禮物. *fun D/N mean actual fun... I don't know how to write 'fun' in chinese. This afternoon, my paternal grandparents came over. Since I rarely see them, today was a great opportunity to give my grandmother her Christmas present! I bought her this pink suede winter hat w/ rich pink fur on the exterior side. It is a very CUTE and STYLISH hat (that keeps your ears warm too). My grandmother LOVES it. It was the first time I got my grandmother a real present. I remember when I was little, I used to give my grandparents crackers placed inside this plastic container (where it was used to store dried plum 'wa mui') . Anywho, I feel bad.... because I didn't get my grandpa anything. Perhaps I'll find something in the next couple days.... or perhaps for his b-day (jan/feb?). Oh, my grandparents came to my room individually to chat with me. It was awkward with my grandfather.... because he never came to my room to chat, as opposed to my grandmother. My grandmother ALWAYS come to my room and she talks a lot! My grandfather, on the other hand is quiet. Yeah, so when he came to my room and sat on my bed, he looked like a little boy. lol Why? because his feet weren't touching the floor. =P My grandfather was telling me that I should speak more Chinese. I said it's difficult because I speak ENGLISH to all my Chinese friends!!!!!!!! I usually speak Chinese when I'm surrounded by caucasions.... and speak English when I'm surrounded by asians. Strange, isn't it? I told my grandpa that I could take Mandarin at school. I was so surprised with his reply. He said it doesn't matter, I could study any language I want!!! How cool, is that? because my father's side of the family... is VERY traditional, thinking CHINESE is the BEST!!!!!!!! I did not tell him I'm currently studying Korean...because he might take back his words. It's kind of funny. When I first enrolled in Korean, I told my mom and didn't tell my dad because I thought he'll freak out. But, it was the opposite! My mom was literally angry and was demanding why didn't I take Mandarin instead? 0___0 When my dad found out, he was cool about it. He said it's better than studying Chinese (because after all, we are Chinese....but we don't speak mandarin). I could easily teach myself mandarin...if I wanted to. haha My grandparents gave my siblings and I red pockets (w/ money inside of course)!!! An hour later, while my grandparents are in the kitchen chatting w/ my parents, my maternal grandmother and uncle stopped by! My maternal grandmother also came into my room.... SHE'S SO FUNNY!!!!!! She opened both of my red pockets and said 'Oh, there's $20 in each envelope!'. Man... I was suppose to be the one opening! ^^
When I find a real job (after I complete university), I need to treat my family, relatives and a couple of friends YUM CHA!! I need to show respect and kindness to those that watched me grew up, fight w/ and those that were just there for me!

FALL TERM
EAS247H1-Japanese Culture & Modernity
ENG213H1 - The Short Story
HIS489H1-The History of Psychiatry and Psychiatric Illness
PSY201H1 F - Statistics I

WINTER TERM
PSY230H1 - Intro Personality
PSY240H1 - Intro Abnormal Psych
PSY260H1 - Intro Learning
PSY290H1 - Physiol Psy

My classes are all over campus...which means a lot of walking! $^%# There are still 4 more PSY courses I need to enrol: PSY210H, PSY220H,PSY270H & PSY280H. However, there are no more spaces in the Fall and Winter session. =*[ Students better drop these courses by early September. I need to get into at least 1 or 2 of the required courses in the Fall, to replace the English course (and perhaps HIS489, if there are too much class discussion going on). @.@ I'm still planning to take a language course this year to fill up my humanities distribution requirement. At the moment, I'm contemplating whether to take Chinese or Korean. -___-+ In the beginning, it was between Korean and Japanese...but I changed my mind about Japanese. Next Summer, I'll have to take anthropology courses (min. of 1.5), since it doesn't work out with my timetable this year. Speaking of this year, I had the worst start time ever!!! @$%# This is the reason why I'm lacking a couple of psy courses! I need to earn myself more credits! =0 Tomorrow, I'll be going to the bookstore to buy my statistic book, which costs $100 + tax! 0__o I've been planning on buying used textbooks this new school year, but apparently the professors changed the edition! >=( I couldn't even sell the textbooks I've used last year, all because the edition has been changed! I need MONEY!!!! I didn't even buy much school supplies. So far, I bought 2 floppy binders, 3 stacks of paper and 2 packs of highlighters (each pack comes w/ 5 highlighters, for the price of 74 cents @ Staples! =D) I might consider buying a clipboard too...if it's cheap.

Now, a very brief summary of the past few days...

The most recent event was when Bonnie and I went to Chinatown to get an expensive haircut ($28 each person). The hairdresser's wife made us get our hair washed. -.- Another complaint I have is about the hairdresser. Since he cutted Bonnie's hair first, he assumed that I wanted the same hairstyle as her. On my lap, I had a magazine out with a hairstyle I wanted, but he closed the magazine and putted it away. >_> My hair still looks the same...just layered.

A few days ago, I spent my day w/ my dear old friend, Jingjing. The majority of the time was spent travelling on the bus & TTC. Seriously speaking, we spent a little more than 3 hrs just on public transit. We first headed to J-town (where I bought my Non-no fashion magazine and Japanese snacks =D), then P-Mall/Market Village (where we browsed around and had lunch. We didn't go inside to any stores) and finally, Chinatown @ Spadina! It was a terribly sunny and hot day. I can't wait till the cooler days arrive. ^^

Lastly, I've worked this Summer (surprisingly)! @.@ The job took place at my mom's workplace, where I priced, folded, hanged clothes in the appropriate racks & assist people in finding what they're looking for! Two weeks ago, I did a total of 33 hrs. The job was extremely tiring and tedious, yet I still like it. 33 hrs was way more than enough for me! I get exhausted easily, so I hope I'm not perceived as lazy! dum dee dum... I think my next shift would be my last day, putting clothes away. What made the work experience worthwhile and valuable at Parkhurst, was because I get to work with friendly people in such a friendly environment (yeahyeah... I should find a diff. adjective =P). Seriously, my cousins were working there and I felt closer to my mom. In addition, I'm 'starting' to appreciate and respect Parkhurst clothes. I never used to like the clothes and hats they made, because I thought the style were all grandma-like. It's true that practically all the customers is composed of elders (with style).... and I want to be just like them when I'm old. ;] I'd also like to add that I bought a winter hat w/ pompom for $2! =D I might also want to buy and stock up on their lip balms, which is selling for an amazing price of $1!! ^^ Parkhurst lip balm... is the best one I've used! It totally keep your lips moisturized and prevent any chapping to occur.

I've ditched this journal for a long period, b/c I've been using myspace. =/

My midterm exam is tomorrow and I didn't get any studying done today! >__>

This is BAD...and I blame it on the hot and humid weather. >=P

I bought a shirt from Bluenotes yesterday for $16 (tax included), and I feel guilty for buying it. -_-+ It's not even expensive in the first place.

I might be heading to Montreal this month with Amanada and others!

Next month, I might be driving on the highway with Mike. I just need to call him to confirm. T__T

I desperately need a haircut.
I need to get my eyebrows plucked.
I need to get a facial done.
I need to get acne products.
I need to find cheap/affordable summer clothes + totebag.
I need to find a job.
I NEED TO frigging STUDY NOW!!!

I can't help but feel as if I've forgotten something in that *car*. T___T YES, that car! I'll start from the beginning... After dinner, I decided to drive the car to the hospital to see Bonnie. Since Steven and my mom were still getting ready, I decided to go to the car first to start the engine. As I head out, I spotted the car quickly because it was parked on the other side of the street which stood out, as opposed to all the other cars. I thought it was strange...but I just shrugged off this awkward feeling. As I approached the car and opened the back door, I was thinking WTF. Why were there so many parking tickets on the floor? Where are the mats? What happened to the mint green towel for the seats? Why is the car such a mess?! What did my mom do? Oh well, I threw my totebag inside and slammed the door shut. As I opened the front door and getting ready to hop in, I saw a similar looking car parked on the other side of the street. The more I glanced at it, I realized I was at the wrong car! =O I just freaked out and I forgot what happened. -__-++ I hope I didn't left anything in that car. I checked my totebag and it seemed that everything was there. Camera was there... digital voice recorder, wallet and my book. I can't seem to remember if I was carrying anything else!!! >___<

Anywho, as I was driving the 'right' car to the hospital, something else happened which scared the freak out of me. Thank goodness I was in the drivers seat! At Parliament (?)/Gerrard, I had to stop at red light...and out of nowhere this African woman in her 30s appeared tapping on the window and saying "Can you give me some money?". =0 She was not tapping at my window, but where my mom was sitting, which was right next to me. I kinda jumped when I saw her. Imagine if I was in my mom's seat, I would have screamed...or probably wet my pants (who knows). Steven was sleeping in the back, but his eyes popped open when he heard her voice. My mom was just sitting there stiff and didn't say anything, and I told her to close the window. ^^;; Just to be safe. =P I was scared...and who knew, maybe she had a weapon with her.

As we we arrived to the hospital, we took a short walk with Bonnie in the atrium. ^^ I was feeling hungry, so we headed to Starbucks to grab a bite. =D The food was quite pricey, so I chose the cheapest thing I could find. Brownies ^^ 2 for $1.00. haha. . . 1 for me and for Steven (or at least I thought so). As Bonnie and Steven were fooling around with this Bank machine (next to the Body Shop), they turned around and sorta gasp at me. It turned out that I ate the 2 brownies without realizing it. =/ It was indeed hilarious. I LOVE EATING. <333 A few days ago, I sold my PSY study guide back to the bookstore and received $16. =) On the same day, I spent all the money on food at the hospital. >___< 2 boxes of sushi, 1 donut and ice cap...and I finished everything w/o any assistance. @_@ See, I love eating. I want to try the Indian restaurant across from Sick Kids with Steven some time. =] He wants to eat there more than I do!

I'm going to end this entry, but I got to add something random. ^^

This guy in my ANT class resembles this Much Music VJ (Devon?)! They both have the same facial features and their clothing style is preppy. x__X Cool... maybe it is him! Nahh... this guy is brunette, but he's still cute. =D

I'll just make this entry brief because I simply suck at writing. =D PLUS, I gotta save my crappy writing skills for later, since I'll have 5 essays + 2 writing assignments to write. -_-;;

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RANDOM PICTURES


~GIANT POCKY (i <3 chinatown now!) & CSI GAME~
haha... my latest splurge. =) CSI is literally my favourite show on TV! =D I can't believe I bought the game.^^ $23.00 gone...but it's worth every penny! =D I'm such a CSI addict now. ^^



MISC. STUFF PURCHASED FROM MORNING GLORY TODAY!
The lady was so sweet. ^^ We chatted for a while and she ended up giving me some freebies and I gave her a pocky stick. =D





HELEN'S 'SO-CALLED' B-DAY PARTY W/ GROUP PICS
3 ppl missing. Helen's ex bf, current bf and her brother. @__@ That day, I was quite ticked off with the fact that Helen's ex and Pamela constantly calling me to go to Helen's 'so-called' b-day party. -_-+ I've told Helen ahead of time that I wasn't going, due to midterms coming up. That night, by 9pm, Pamela and all these strangers showed up by my door, so what choice did I had but to go? As we arrived to Helen's house, in turned out that she wasn't even home! Nobody knew where she went...so we were just sitting in the living room waiting...and waiting...till she got back at 10pm. >=( In turned out that she went bowling for the entire day with co-workers. -_-;; I just ate a piece of cake and left. ^^;; haha... but I did so bad for midterm. -_____-+

Today was the first day of SUMMER SCHOOL for me!! ^^ The classes are smaller, there's less work to do, cool profs and I love the courses to death. <333 I'm taking PSYA01, ANT253H and EAS102Y.

This Summer, for PSY, the profs have changed the edition of the textbook. >____< It costs over $100, but I'm going to stick to the 2nd edition because I'm too poor. ;]I've been skimming through the first couple chapters for PSYA01, and I can tell the reading is a tad dry. There's too much philosophy involved.~_~ I'm anticipating to get to the chapter on the brain. =D
Final mark will be based on:
*A midterm exam worth 40% of your final mark (covering Chapters 1 through 4)
*A final exam worth 50% of your final mark (covering Chapters 5 through 9)
*Two RTCP assignments worth 5% each

I know today's the first day of class for me, BUT ANT235H (Language & Society) IS MY FAVOURITE COURSE. <333
THERE'S NO FINAL EXAMINATION! *big cheeeer*. Instead, we have an essay to write which must consist 5-8 pages. IN ADDITION, THE FIRST 2 TESTS ARE TRUE/FALSE QUESTIONS! How sweet can this be? <333 The prof is actually encouraging us to NOT study, because he said this course was easy. ;] He also insists us to NOT make notes, because it's unneccessary. "Everything mentioned in lectures will be in the textbook and the author is a GREAT writer, which would be me" - Prof. Danesi is AMAZING!!! ^^ PLUS, he gets nervous when we make notes! LOL The downside of this course is that it takes place in the Engineering building. I thought I was the only one that didn't like it, but it turns out the Prof hates the building more than I do. 0__o The room is all the way up in the 3rd floor, the seats are too soft and mushy for my liking, and I hate the fact that the room is so yellow.

EAS102Y was fun! ^^ The majority of the class was Chinese with probably 2% being Caucasions. The prof will ONLY be teaching Chinese and Japanese Civilizations, excluding Korea because there isn't enough time. In addition, there will only be 3 tutorials which are NOT mandatory. =) In the regular session (from Sept-April), tutorials are mandatory and are held every 2 weeks! There is also a presention in the regular session! Thank goodness I'm taking this course in the Summer. =) Professor Guisso is so cool! He made today's lecture interesting and he could write in Chinese. =D I'm impressed with his writing Chinese Characters because it's so neat and lovely, much nicer than mine! He speaks Chinese with a funny accent...especially when he said "Gwai Lo". hehe...He also said all the HK students calls him "Goo Sook" behind his back. Wasn't really sure what that meant... =P Professor Guisso introduced the 4 TAs for this course and it was just hilarious. =D For the first TA, he said she was generous in marking...but as for the 2nd TA "You guys better watch out. This guy is an Asshole and marks strictly". =D Did I mention that for each test, it consists an essay componenet? =( As for the exam, we'll have to write two essays (not 1)... He warned us that so there'll be no surpise/whatsoever which may lead us to suicide. Funny man...hehe

This Summer is going to be busy...yet sweeet! I'm gonna earn myself 2 full credits. ^^

JUNE is gonna be 1 hectic month for me:

June 9: ANT253H TEST #1 (35%)
June 16: EAS102Y TEST #1 (30%)
June 24: PSYA02H TEST #1 (40%) & ANT253H TEST #2 (25%) & ANT253H ESSAY ASSIGNMENT (40%)


I have a job, and it starts this Friday. I got so excited when Jan called me and said this Thai restaurant she was working at is hiring. I wasn't even planning to work in a restaurant, but what the heck.. I need money. -____-++ My friend will be training me to be a waitress. I'll only be working once or twice a week. Gosh, the pay is really low. >__< I wish I'd asked my friend about the salary before agreeing, but I'm so desperate. If I find something better, I'm going to quit ASAP. =)

Hmm.. what else? Well, I've sold my math textbook to this Engineering dude today. >__< He agreed to buy the book w/ solution manual AND MATH TESTS FROM THE PAST 3 YEARS from me for $50 (I bought it for $120+ and another $15 for tests), but he bargained down to $45. -_-+ He said he's repeating Calculas, because he did poorly 2 years ago. When I saw him, I was surprised to see him holding a Calculas Textbook w/ solution manual. I was confused, but I knew what he was doing....He was comparing the condition of the calculas textbook he had in his hand and the one I had. Apparently, he wanted to buy my textbook for his engineering friend who is also repeating calculas. Did I mention that he was old? He's probably in his late 20's/early 30's. I got REALLY intimidated by him, because I was expecting someone my age, but he wasn't. I don't know why I should be surprised, because all my classes have students of all ages. Some even look the same age as my professor! For my anthropology course (which I'm currently taking & it's a second year course), everyone looks at least 2-3 years older than me. There were quite a number of students that were at least 15-20 years older than me!! They were either balding, had white hair, dress grandma/grandpa like, etc... Before class, each time one comes in, I thought one of them might have been the professor!

REally random....but, when will my acne scars ever fade? >=( I haven't had this much acne since I was in grade 10. Even when a pimple fades, another one will pop out of nowhere. This just lowers my self esteem and I want to stay home for the rest of my life. -__-+ It feels like everybody's staring at me and my dad is complaining. >>=( I'm sure I got all these pimples from him so he should quit yapping. *whistles...and walks away*

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Sweeeet Summer, I'm ready for you ^^